And,… Hello 2013 and hello to you (o:
I also just want to quickly share here two things that I’ve been feeling so very vulnerable about this week, but also have been feeling so very brave about, for just having a go and putting myself out there. Seriously, this is huge for me, and those who know me will get this. IT’S HUGE!
It’s been one emotional ride this past week I must say. Huge milestones and feelings of empowerment, courage and immense joy. Yes there have been many private happy dances in my lounge room. To feelings of wonder, uncertainty and questions of what if. To huge waves of vulnerability, insecurity and inner fears that resulted in tears that could no longer be held back. The work alone it takes to put your dreams down on paper and then the planning and doing that goes to putting them in to action really isn’t the hard bit at all. It’s once you finally put yourself out there and then wait to see what will become that is the hard bit. Bloody hard. I’m now taking those big breaths, trying to relax and allow what will be to be, and trying ever so hard to be quietly patient and trusting to see what will become of bringing two of my many inner dreams to fruition.
PS. YES!!! I am back from my blogging drought. See you all this coming week for plenty of creative fun, inspiration and art to share. What I’ve just shared above is a big insight into what’s been keeping me so terribly busy this month. Looking forward to this incredible year, 2013. See you soon xxx